This identity, or simply essence, has very similar characteristics to the gender identity known as kenosity. It plays on various themes of obscurity, ancient mysteries, the frightening unknown, the secrets of deep space- that sinking feeling of walking into the darkness with no way to tell where the end truly lies. Its that surreal vagueness makes me any sort of 'unreality' that you may think of when reading these words. It isn't a xenogender, perhaps, more of just- me. Ambiguity can simply be a state of being? I am simply not from this world, I suppose. It has always felt that way.
Well, in more clear and common terms, you can think of me as a shapeshifter-like nonhuman. I do not have one stagnant type/id and regularly shift between states depending on the variables at hand, whether tied to something existant or not. Think of me as an amorphous thing, one of those trickster-like entities in various mythology who can morph into various forms to do their deeds, but in the end are simply a playful creature at heart.
For reasons stated, I softly advise any curious reader that I do not like being referred to as human. You see, my alterhumanity experiences are majority psychological- delusions can be apparemt. but fade and return constantly in a vicious cycle. So yes, no need for a wake up, I am aware of my reality. Thank you for your support nonetheless.
In reference to myself, I typically use unnatural terms; demon, apparition, monster, beast- or you may simply call me a Being. What kind? I couldn't exactly tell you, you just have to witness and come up with something yourself.I regularly associate myself with the following themes:
